Back For A While

*Sigh*

No new updates, just logging in to see if this account hasn't been suspended yet.

Yep, I am partially back, but I've got nothing new to put here.

Break

Well, this blogging life here in Blogspot seem to be a bit of a really hard thing to maintain.

So I guess I'll be leaving this blog for now until I get some more of my juice flowing and my systems geared up for the next drive to blog.

Thanks to all the people who keep on coming back for nothing. I appreciate it.

I'll be back whenever.

You could visit my Multiply page HERE, but I don't think you'd be able to comment on that.

Adios, Ciao, Aloha, Sayonara, and paalam.


4 nw.

Catch you whenever.

Umagang-umaga, nakaramdam na agad ako ng kabagutan. Malapit na ang araw ng paghuhukom. Ilang sandali na lamang at kulang na sa dalawang tulog ay malapit na akong maghakot ng mga gamit ko dito sa aking cubicle upang iuwi sa amin at gawing palamuti. Mga papel na maaaring ipampalingas sa uling ng inihaw. Mga binder na maaaring paglagyan ng mga assignment ng mga bata. Mga papel, at marami pang papel.

Mamamaalam na ako sa magandang tanawin na kaharap ko ngayon. Sa sinag ng araw na dama ko pa din ang init sa kabila ng bintanang may shading. Ang mga tuktok ng mga matatayog na gusaling maaaring maging sunod kong opisina. Nais kong pasalamatan ang mga ulap, sa tuwing dadaan sila sa makakapal na lupon, napapayapa ang aking isipan. Sa bawat pagdagsa nila at paglikha ng kakaibang mga hugis, nawawala ang lahat sa aking kamalayan. Ang lahat ng dapat kong inaalala ay nagiging isang karagatang malawak at walang anumang bahid ng pag-alon. Tahimik. Payapa.

Napaloob nanaman ako sa ritwal ko dito sa umaga sa tuwing dadating ako sa opisina at mauupo sa aking cubicle.

Pipindot ng username at password sa bundy clock, maglalakad patungo sa puwesto ko, ilalapag ang gamit at pipindutin ang power button ng computer.

Sa araw-araw na paglalagi ko dito, kalahati sa panahong iyon ay puno ng pagtatamad.

Multiply.
Friendster.
Blogger.
Forums.
Flash games.

at ang walang humpay na pagtsa-chat sa YM at pakikipag-text.


Yan ang trabaho ko. Binabayaran ako para magcheck ng online community accounts, laruin ang bagong flash games, at maya't-mayang makipagusap sa mga contacts ko sa YM.

Subalit sa araw-araw na ritwal kong ito, mayroon akong nais tanggalin.

Stalking.

Nais kong umiwas sa pahina ng iyong account. Naisin ko mang gawin yun ay tila ba isang malaking pangungutya sa aking sarili. Tila isang malaking batong pamukpok sa aking ulo ang aking hinahanap sa tuwing pinipilit kong huwag ka nang isipin pa at huwag na muling dumako sa pahina mo sa Friendster.

Gustuhin ko mang ilayo ang isipan ko sa mga bagay na may kinalaman sa iyo ay hindi ko ito maisakatuparan. Nariyan pa kasi ang mga alaala ng nakaraan. Ang nakaraan na kapiling natin ang bawat isa sa lahat ng oras. Ang mga ngiting pinagsaluhan natin sa may katagalan ding panahon. Ang bawat luhang naisin man nating pigilan ang pagpatak ngunit tumuloy pa din sa pag-agos. Ang pagbibiruan na nilulubos natin na parang wala nang hahadlang pa at wawakas sa samahan natin.

Narito ako at nakatitig sa Friendster profile mo. Pero hindi ko siya maaaring galawin. May paalala sa bandang sulok na pribado daw ito at makikita lamang kung isa ako sa iyong mga kaibigan.

Wala akong Friendster account. Ayoko nang magrehistro pa para lamang sa iyo. Para saan pa ito kung ang litrato lamang na makikita ko doon ay ang mukha ninyong dalawa, masaya at binabalot ng ngiting punung-puno ng kagustuhan ninyo sa piling ng bawat isa.

Hindi ko naman nais na sundan pa ang mga bakas na iiwanan ninyo bilang magkasintahan. Sapat na akin ang magmasid sa malayo, at paminsan-minsa'y makapagpadala ng text message ng simpleng pangangamusta.

Sarili ko lamang ang may kadahilanan sa mga bagay na nawala sa atin. Ang aking pagpapalipas ng oras na mahalaga. Ang aking pagpapabaya sa noon sana'y mga panahong inintindi ko ang iyong pangungulila. Ngunit ayon sa matandang kasabihan, nasa hulihan ang last. Nasa dulo ang wakas. At narito ngayon sa harapan ko ang malamig na pakiramdam ng pagsisisi. Alam ko ang pagkukulang ko. Sa bawat oras na kailangan ako ay wala ako doon. Hindi ako nakinig. Hindi ako nag-isip. At hindi ako nakaramdam.

Hindi ko nakita ang dapat ay pag-uugnay ng ating damdamin. Sa panahong ako ngayon ang naghahanap ng kasama, wala ka na at lumisan.

Narito ako at nakatitig pa din sa profile mo. Maya-maya ay lumalabo nang unti-unti ang screen ng computer.

Pumikit ako at naramdaman ko ang mga patak na bumagsak sa aking kamay. Dahan-dahan silang bumubuhos. Kasabay ng mga pagdating ng mga patak ng ulan na dulot ng ulap na kanina pa palang nasa harap ko. Hindi ko sila napansing dumating.

Kasabay ng paglisan ko sa trabaho, naroon din ang paglisan mo sa aking puso.

Kung kailanman ako makatagpo ng bagong trabaho, doon na lamang ako muling dadalaw sa pahina mo sa Friendster.

2007: A Blast

Yep, 2007 was truly a blast for me. It's the year where I can state that I've been through thick and thin in this late adolescent stage of my maturity.

And what's a good way to start the 2008 blogging entry? Of course, what else but with the review of the past year in this blank staring moments of mine.

So what's with 2007? Hmm, let me see.

Ah, I can tell about that!!! Or uhm... hmmm, let me see... I can tell about that. Or maybe not. Or yes! Ah, okay.

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Due to the blog-owner's feeble reviewing capabilities coupled with a feeble mind, it is decided that no flash-back moments shall be stated and that this entry will definitely generate another blog-related advertisement.

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I am a food loving person, no doubt about it. But I guess I'm gonna be having second thoughts about this particular eatery that was probably torn down by the MTRCB or one of our censorship boards against malice and green-mindedness.

Usual Male Customers: "Satisfaction Guaranteed"

You've probably seen this image in your e-mails sometime ago. I just can't help but wonder why this eatery is named as such. Now what's more questionable about this particular carenderia is how the owner looks like. I know it is just common for store owners to name their establishments after their own name, and so what's with this carenderia's name? Why is it named that way?

I can never ever tell why.

PREKPREKPREKPREKPREKPREKPREKPREKPREKPREK

Perhaps the greatest thing about this eatery, is of course the quality and essence of the food that they serve.

What would be the possible look of they're menu?

Vulva Menu: Enticingly Appetizing

Possible menu for this carenderia would be:

Main (Inter)Course

1. Tinolang Tingle
2. Binagoongang Vulva
3. Paksiw na Labia Majora
4. Menudong Mons
5. Labia Minora in Cream and Apple Sauce
6. Clitoris Curry
7. Pinausukang Urethra
8. Laing na Labia Minora

Side Dishes

1. Inihaw na Hood of the Clitoris
2. Ginataang Vaginal Opening
3. Pinakbet na Perineum
4. Adobong Anus

Rare and Specialty Dishes

1. G-Spot Con Carne
2. Multiple Orgasms Marinated in a special "Squirter's Delight Sauce"

KE-PU-KE-PU-KE-PU-KE-PU-KE-PU-KE-PU-KE-PU

No doubt about it, I would definitely be tasting each and every one of those dishes and I would go for it even if it's a bit pricey. Better than Italianni's or Via Mare.

It is 100 percent guaranteed that it can satisfy my "desire" for lust... ehem, HUNGER.

I just hope that there wouldn't be any scarcity of supplies with these types of dishes.

LET'S EAT!!!!

Bisikleta

Bisikleta
by tannix

eto ako at walang preno
sakay sa bisikleta ng ating pagmamahalan
dere-derecho pababa sa burol
kung nasaan ang mapait na pamamaalam

minamadali ko na ang pagpapaandar
itinotodo ko na ang pagpedal
gusto ko nang rumagasa
at bumulusok paibaba tungo sa kabiguan

babangga sa pader ng kalungkutan
magtatamo ng mga galos ng pighati
at mga sugat ng mga ala-ala
na walang kasing-sakit

pinilit ko pang ipadyak
tayong dalawa paitaas
ubos-lakas na pagsisikap
ibinuhos kong lahat para sa atin

subalit napagod na ako sa pagpadyak
ng bisikleta ng ating ibigan
paitaas sa burol kung san naroon
ang dati nating matamis na samahan

humantong na ako sa pag-akay paakyat
subalit inabutan na ako ng pagod
wala pa man sa kalagitnaan
patungo sa tuktok ng pagkakabalikan

ngayon ay wala nang hahadlang pa
sa pagpapasalida ko paibaba
sa ating bisikleta
na ako lang ang nagdadala

bakit nga ba humantong sa ganoon
ang ating pagsasamahan
mainit pa nung panimula
subalit ngayo'y dama ko na ang kalamigan

kalamigan ng simoy ng pag-iisa
di tulad nung kaangkas kita
puno ng init at maligaya nating binabagtas
ang daan ng kaligayahan

hindi ko na ililiko
ang manibela ng bisikleta
tuloy-tuloy ang pagpapatakbo ko
at kailanmn ay di na babalik pa

narito ako't paibaba na ng burol
bumubulusok at rumaragasa
lilimutin kong pilit ang dahilan
kung bakit ka umangkas sa bisikleta ng iba

based on personal experience? I don't think so.

Java

I've been in RD for the past three months now.

I've been quite "busy" reviewing for the SCJP exam and I must say that it has drained all the perseverance and enthusiasm in me. It is one heck of an exam.

I've been eating Java ever since I came to RD, and I can't comprehend anymore.

By the way, here's the SCJP Objectives for this upcoming exam.

Taken at Javaranch

Section 1 Declarations and Access Control Write code that declares, constructs, and initializes arrays of any base type using any of the permitted forms both for declaration and for initialization. Declare classes, inner classes, methods, instance variables, static variables, and automatic (method local) variables making appropriate use of all permitted modifiers (such as public, final,static, abstract, and so forth). State the significance of each of these modifiers both singly and in combination, and state the effect of package relationships on declared items qualified by these modifiers. For a given class, determine if a default constructor will be created, and if so, state the prototype of that constructor. State the legal return types for any method given the declarations of all related methods in this or parent classes. Section 2 FLOW CONTROL AND EXCEPTION HANDLING Write code using if and switch statements and identify legal argument types for these statements. Write code using all forms of loops including labeled and unlabeled use of break and continue, and state the values taken by loop control variables during and after loop execution. Write code that makes proper use of exceptions and exception handling clauses (try, catch, finally) and declares methods and overriding methods that throw exceptions. Section 3 Garbage Collection State the behavior that is guaranteed by the garbage collection system, and write code that explicitly makes objects eligible for collection. Section 4 Language Fundamentals Identify correctly constructed source files, package declarations, import statements, class declarations (of all forms including inner classes), interface declarations and implementations (for java.lang.Runnable or other interface described in the test), method declarations (including the main method that is used to start execution of a class), variable declarations and identifiers. State the correspondence between index values in the argument array passed to a main method and command line arguments. Identify all Java Programming Language keywords and correctly constructed identifiers. State the effect of using a variable or array element of any kind when no explicit assignment has been made to it. State the range of all primitive data types and declare literal values for String and all primitive types using all permitted formats, bases, and representations. Section 5 Operators and assignments Determine the result of applying any operator, including assignment operators, instanceof, and casts to operands of any type, class, scope, or accessibility, or any combination of these. Determine the result of applying the boolean equals(Object) method to objects of any combination of the classes java.lang.String, java.lang.Boolean, and java.lang.Object. In an expression involving the operators &, |, &&, ||, and variables of known values state which operands are evaluated and the value of the expression. Determine the effect upon objects and primitive values of passing variables into methods and performing assignments or other modifying operations in that method. Section 6 Overloading, Overriding, Runtime Type, and Object Orientation State the benefits of encapsulation in object oriented design and write code that implements tightly encapsulated classes and the relationships "is a" and "has a". Write code to invoke overridden or overloaded methods and parental or overloaded constructors; and describe the effect of invoking these methods. Write code to construct instances of any concrete class including normal top level classes, inner classes, static inner classes, and anonymous inner classes. Section 7 Threads Write code to define, instantiate, and start new threads using both java.lang.Thread and java.lang.Runnable. Recognize conditions that might prevent a thread from executing. Write code using synchronized, wait, notify, or notifyAll, to protect against concurrent access problems and to communicate between threads. Define the interaction between threads and between threads and object locks when executing synchronized, wait, notify, or notifyAll. Section 8 The java.awt PACKAGE Write code using component, container, and LayoutManager classes of the java.awt package to present a GUI with specified appearance and resize behavior, and distinguish the responsibilities of layout managers from those of containers. Write code to implement listener classes and methods, and in listener methods, extract information from the event to determine the affected component, mouse position, nature, and time of the event. State the event classname for any specified event listener interface in the java.awt.event package. Section 9 The java.lang PACKAGE Write code using the following methods of the java.lang.Math class: abs, ceil, floor, max, min, random, round, sin, cos, tan, sqrt. Describe the significance of the immutability of String objects. Section 10 The java.util PACKAGE Make appropriate selection of collection classes/interfaces to suit specified behavior requirements. Section 11 The java.io PACKAGE Write code that uses objects of the file class to navigate a file system. Write code that uses objects of the classes InputStreamReader and OutputStreamWriter to translate between Unicode and either platform default or ISO 8859-1 character encoding and Distinguish between conditions under which platform default encoding conversion should be used and conditions under which a specific conversion should be used. Select valid constructor arguments for FilterInputStream and FilterOutputStream subclasses from a list of classes in the java.io.package. Write appropriate code to read, write and update files using FileInputStream, FileOutputStream, and RandomAccessFile objects. Describe the permanent effects on the file system of constructing and using FileInputStream, FileOutputStream, and RandomAccessFile objects

I am certainly not expecting anyone to read that. I don't even read those objectives myself.

You see, those are the goals you need to attain in order to pass the exam.

And me? I don't even know at least a tenth of what it contains.

Goodluck to me then.

Short Scenario : Do You Have A Crush?

My mom was talking to my eldest sister about his sons Mico and Anton.


Nay: Si Mico, di kagaya ni Anton na magarbo ang mga laruan. Wala nang masyadong laruan si Mico ngayon.

Ate: Eh matanda na naman yan eh. Next year teenager na yan.

Nay: Oo nga eh, matanda na yang si Mico. Do you have a crush na Mico? In your school?


*Mico studies in Lourdes School of Mandaluyong. That's an ALL BOYS school*

*Insert 2-minute continuous laugh here*